Matters of the Heart

I am madly in love with a woman who will not commit her life to me, as I've decided to do for her. I've waited 2 1/2 years to come home and see her smiling face after work, to spend my nights with her, take her to all the family functions, and so forth. 2 1/2 years. There is a lot of complication to this relationship, and a lot of history behind it as well. We met about 15 years ago, and dated for quite a long time. Now, we've found each other back in the others life, though things are slightly changed. All I want from her is her, and she doesn't seem to understand that. The longer I wait, the more hurt and angry and disenchanted I become. I can see no good end to this at the moment...